tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-130103382011-08-06T03:25:24.926-07:00If you are easily offended or under age, leave now.Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.comBlogger3011100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-86148352661367407802010-04-19T08:32:00.000-07:002010-04-19T08:39:29.894-07:00

I walk half way around the world,Just to sit down by your side.And I would do most anything girl,To be the apple of your eye.Troubles they may come and go,But good times they are the gold.And if this road gets rocky girl,Just steady as we go.Any place you wanna go,Know I'll be next to you.If it's treasure baby you're looking for,I'll search the whole world through.Know troubles they may come and

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-27765893391025606102010-04-19T07:51:00.000-07:002010-04-19T08:26:19.761-07:00

Today I thought of him for a few moments and was able to smile.I've slowly moved Oso's memory out of my home. Strike that. Out of my bedroom. There are too many memories to move him out of the house. But my bedroom is slowly becoming my own again. It's the only way I've been able to sleep. I am thinking it would be a small blow to his ego, as we spent some wonderful moments there. But

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Get back on track, pick me up some bottles of boozeFickle freshman, probly thinks she's cooler than youA hay ride at 5, everybodys comingo press you skirt, word is there's a new girl in town...I call shotgun, you can play your RnB tunesThe fellow?, it always comes a little too soonThe land of the free, freshened up from babyfaced shamePut your eyes on me, and I know a place that we can't get away

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-84330741147888744062010-01-20T09:23:00.000-08:002010-01-20T09:35:17.113-08:00

Small irritations occupy my thoughts. Silly little things, that on any other day, I'd just leave alone. Hubby would say that I'm restless and ready to 'clean house' again, pushing the things that do not suit me, out of my life.I have been bombarded with people lately, and it's wearing on my nerves. I am a contradiction. I am the most social antisocial person you will ever meet. I am ready to

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-60424353000149866552010-01-07T09:15:00.000-08:002010-01-07T09:43:54.248-08:00

I have been thinking about this neglected space. Analyzing why I've left it alone. It's true that I prefer to sort things out inside my head before I give voice to them. But mostly, I think because this blog no longer suits a purpose for me. Life changes and I'm in a very different place now.I no longer have a 3rd person in my life. Nor do I care to find one. Oso has left and as much as it

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-15842734833024578262009-11-06T08:22:00.000-08:002009-11-06T08:36:37.564-08:00

I'll Keep Your Memory VagueThis won't break your heartBut I just think it couldCause I haven't tried as hard as I shouldTo separate you from everything I doBut I would never want to come between us twoI'll keep your memory vagueSo you won't feel bad about meI'll say the things that you saidSometimes so it reminds meI'll keep your memory vagueSo you won't feel bad about meI'll say the things that

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-19054569539159656602009-08-20T10:24:00.000-07:002009-09-27T10:32:27.295-07:00

She had another rough day, feeling lost in life and not sure which direction she should go. She hated that feeling because early in life she was taught to always be in control and this indecission made her feel weak. For her, weakness was not an option.He was a quiet observer in her life. He seem to see the heart of her within moments of them coming together. Often times, he saw her struggles and

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-63721662315357841132009-08-04T07:58:00.001-07:002009-08-04T07:59:06.055-07:00

Because I am selfish, I keep telling myself this is the best thing for you. Because I love you, it helps.S

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-41373287983514867602009-07-29T09:38:00.000-07:002009-07-29T09:46:00.881-07:00

Our summer seems to be an endless list of chores. I am the domestic goddess in her prime. I'm up early in the morning to weed the garden before it gets too hot out. The mid day and afternoons are full of canning, baking, house cleaning, and kid raising. Appointments, activities and shopping are keeping us social. Our home remodeling has taken over all our free time. New doors one weekend,

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-41142828539825702362009-07-18T12:36:00.000-07:002009-07-18T12:40:07.805-07:00

I don't mind getting instant messages on yahoo, but if you use multiple i's after hi (hiiiiii) or start with "how r u?" I'm not going to waste my time responding. Please have something to say and use your dictionary.S

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-53562980770191402432009-07-13T16:23:00.000-07:002009-09-27T10:31:42.123-07:00

Oso is back in the country. I've missed him. We managed to find time to reconnect today and it was exciting to say the least.We did the talking and catching up thing rather quickly. We have a great time talking, but after a month and a half, our immediate interests were more physical in nature."So what do you think?""I'm thinking nasty thoughts.""Oh?" smiling. "What kind of nasty thoughts?""The

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-75016803666026453182009-07-11T08:00:00.000-07:002009-07-13T16:23:11.863-07:00

I have been having health problems for several months now. Nothing serious. I just haven't been feeling myself. I've done all the testing and doctor visits and the diagnosis was, fix your head and your body will follow. Crap.I am the type of person that lives in their head, mentally working on something all the time. Whether it's making grocery lists, planning a party or figuring out what I need

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-57443975996752663202009-06-10T11:06:00.000-07:002009-06-10T11:07:52.880-07:00

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-51979671425078313012009-05-30T06:55:00.000-07:002009-05-30T12:20:41.275-07:00

http://www.screwthegym.com/home/index/6Check out other exercises from Screw The Gym.

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I'm trying on some new things. Trying to get this page to feel right. I've moved things around and changed colors and in the process, I've lost some links. I've managed to find the ones I remember and eventually I'll get back the rest, or at least the ones that stay current and semi interesting.Oso has left the country. He's away playing in the dirt somewhere. He will be back in a month or so and

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-8187702719232942242009-05-28T14:39:00.000-07:002009-05-28T14:47:56.136-07:00

http://www.utilikilts.com/

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I've been fighting with allergies/flu/cold/whatever for a while now. I have to say at one point I thought I might be a loosing battle. In the process I think I left my brain behind.I made the mistake of answering phone today. Family guilt was waiting for me on the other side. The smart thing to do would have been to fake a coughing fit and hang up. Instead, I talked.I come from a long line

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-1497356235510894342009-05-25T09:58:00.000-07:002009-05-25T20:32:24.929-07:00

Rarely do you get anything right at age 15. Especially not something so life changing as finding the one. At fifteen you date jerks. Boys that still behave as if they were 10. Boys that don't care about much of anything other than getting lucky and finding the next party. You crush on the cool guy and maybe get lucky enough to date him. Chances are he cheats on you, with the cheerleader next door

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-17643167608640335362009-05-21T15:54:00.000-07:002009-05-29T07:16:00.044-07:00

I really am a bitch. It seems like lately every where I turn around I manage to piss someone off. I do realize that isn't the reality of it, but I've started making a list. So I'll dedicate today's post to the neighbor next door, the family that disapproves, the ex's that didn't get it, and the friends that are no longer. Bite my ass.All American Rejects, Gives You HellI wake up every evening,

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-44362842296465637242009-05-20T20:38:00.000-07:002009-05-20T21:43:10.849-07:00

I hadn't realized I've been gone so long. There have been so many things I've meant to write about, never getting the time to sort out my thoughts to get them posted. Such is life.Winter finally seems to be over and now we are trying to make up for the lost time by doing home improvements, taking trips and connecting with friends. At any given time you can find me weeding the garden, pricing

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-48198474390105122022009-01-29T08:12:00.000-08:002009-01-29T08:19:02.426-08:00

Dave Matthews-GreyOh look at how she listensShe says nothing of what she thinksShe just goes stumbling through her memoriesStaring out on to Grey StreetShe thinks, “Hey,How did I come to this?I dream myself a thousand times around the world,But I can’t get out of this place”There’s an emptiness inside herAnd she’d do anything to fill it inBut all the colors mix together - to greyAnd it breaks her

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-11026024065287282222009-01-27T18:21:00.000-08:002009-01-27T18:25:51.042-08:00

Events were put into motion that have had wonderous effects which has carried over to today. I have not felt this blissful for some time. I'm enjoying the weight off my shoulders and taking the time to just relish the feeling of relief/release. I am a walking orgasm and loving every minute of it.S

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-22443485852056406472009-01-23T07:44:00.000-08:002009-01-23T07:47:29.789-08:00

1) A visit from the penis fairy. (inside joke)2) All the great contacts I made. (caught up with family and friends)3) Spent time being creative.4) Compliments from family about dinner, even though the meat was over done again. (why the hell can't I cook pork?)5) The unexpected school concert was rather short.

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-46009231308432161452009-01-21T15:51:00.000-08:002009-01-22T07:40:25.625-08:00

This blog started out as a place for me to express my more sexual side. I had been wrapped up in being wife, mommy, and friend. I had even been making attempts to be the good daughter. I failed miserably, which is a blessing. I need to be me. I'm not the soft loving mother I once thought I should be. I'm not devoted eldest daughter that puts family above everything. I have my moments when I able

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-73339218282002028332009-01-20T15:49:00.000-08:002009-01-20T15:56:34.221-08:00

I had a difficult and eye opening conversation with Oso today. The time on our clock is running out. He will be leaving in four short months. I knew this was in our future. I know what the move means to him. It just hadn't sunk in that this is happening soon.We've had less and less time for each other as it is. But goodbyes are never easy. Our feelings for each other has not changed. They

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-68715170405757387452009-01-16T08:22:00.000-08:002009-01-16T08:51:19.117-08:00

For a while now, life has overwhelmed me. The control freak in me took a small vacation and I let the chips fall where they may. As a result, I haven't been happy. Go figure.I can go on and on about my feelings on the subject, why I waver like I do, but honestly, that's just wasting more time. And honestly, I don't have all the answers anyway. What I do know, is that there are goals ahead of

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-71131164223920581482009-01-13T12:51:00.000-08:002009-01-13T12:53:12.099-08:00

Oso came to see me.My living room is clean.I can still smell him around me.The kids got along.Hubby was very sweet about a roast that was overdone.

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-79913143387280502712009-01-10T17:34:00.001-08:002009-01-10T18:08:32.147-08:00

I woke up the other morning to find that I was strangling myself. I wasn't caught up in the extra blankets, pillows or clothes. I literally had both my hands around my own neck; squeezing. Now I don't know what you think, but that led me to believe that I have some tension in my life I need to deal with, and quickly.I've pulled muscles in my back, developed stiff joints and tendons in my

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-8867520818982298662008-12-12T08:21:00.001-08:002008-12-12T08:23:03.379-08:00

Bettie Page

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My latest musical 'want' listDeep Purple - Shades of Deep PurpleChris Isaak - Best of Chris IsaakJace Everett - Jace EverettNine Inch Nails - The Downward SpiralKaty Perry - Hot N ColdNickelback - RoadrunnerSaving Abel - SkiddcoAll American Rejects - DoghouseThat's a start anyway.

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I've been caught up in sickness and pain for the last month and a half. I hate talking about it, because no one likes to hear people bitch and complain. However, it is my excuse for not posting as often as I'd like. Right now I am having a hard time thinking past "make it stop hurting" to write anything else.S

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-3947468433159089452008-11-23T05:59:00.000-08:002008-11-23T06:20:27.283-08:00

My birthday has quietly came and went. At least quietly online. Home is a different story. We've had both sets of parents come to visit. School appointments, doctor appointments, illness, dance class, obsessive cleaning, baking and kitchen reorganization have been a big part of my month so far.Last night I had a small dinner party for friends. I usually host a huge party with 50 or so people

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-87840148857287424082008-11-10T06:32:00.000-08:002008-11-11T06:43:00.728-08:00

Beneath a controlled, cool exterior beats the heart of the deeply intense Scorpio. Passionate, penetrating, and determined, this sign will probe until they reach the truth. The Scorpio may not speak volumes or show emotions readily, yet rest assured there's an enormous amount of activity happening beneath the surface. Excellent leaders, Scorpions are always aware. When it comes to

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-1899906561531675242008-11-09T07:51:00.001-08:002008-11-09T07:52:34.901-08:00

The gods have a sense of humor. In answer to my 'prayer', they've sent me my mother inlaw.S

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-4169068116744931172008-11-06T07:48:00.000-08:002008-11-06T09:22:14.038-08:00

I am considering looking for a submissive maid. I've spent the last two weeks sick at home and have still not recovered. (Actually, we've all been sick.) In the mean time my house has come undone and I'm beginning to think it would be easier to burn and rebuild than clean the damn thing.I need someone that won't cause trouble with the men in my life or scare the children. So here is

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-41120465273912145512008-10-30T09:46:00.000-07:002008-10-30T09:48:24.188-07:00

Regardless of your beliefs, frustrations or pet causes, please make sure you perform your civic duty and vote. You are never going to accomplish anything if you just sit on your ass and bitch.

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-3281712549930086052008-10-21T16:14:00.000-07:002008-10-21T16:16:56.539-07:00

Suppose that every day, ten men go out for beer and the bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this:The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing.The fifth would pay $1.The sixth would pay $3.The seventh would pay $7.The eighth would pay $12.The ninth would pay $18.The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59.So,

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-39368312605841937542008-10-14T07:34:00.000-07:002008-10-14T07:56:51.170-07:00

12:30am."Did you know your daughter is sleeping out in the living room?""Yes.""Do you know why?""Yes.""She told you about the purple monsters?""Yes, the ones you put under her bed."Most mothers try to convince their kids that there are no such thing as monsters. I tell mine I hide them under their bed and if they get out they will get eaten. They all thought it was funny until now. The

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-76562455851001697862008-09-29T08:27:00.000-07:002008-09-29T09:55:35.142-07:00

I just got back from a much need vacation. A small recharge before the insanity hits. We have major house and yard cleaning to do and a party to host. Every year hubby and I host an Oktoberfest party. Last year we had approximately 60 people show up to our house. This year it might even be more. I have canning I need to finish, laundry to catch up on and unpacking from our camping trip. I

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-18274551958918506962008-09-21T04:29:00.000-07:002008-09-29T08:21:56.437-07:00

I received a virtual tap on the shoulder the other day and it's made me perform a brutal reality check. My ex-girlfriend, whom I'm written about once or twice; years ago; wants contact again. If you know the posts, you will understand why this was not a pleasant surprise for me.I know that over the years I have changed a lot. For one thing, I'm a much happier person. I'm stronger and more

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-42573599171781647752008-09-15T10:56:00.000-07:002008-09-16T10:08:34.103-07:00

I can't get comfortable in my skin. My heart is racing. All the nerves in my body have seem to come alive. And the overwhelming feeling of 'want' is resting on my shoulders.

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-62983765235682410042008-08-16T10:18:00.000-07:002008-08-16T10:53:54.286-07:00

I live inside my own head too much. I am the listener. The observer. I keep my own council. The very essence of a Scorpio is the keeper of secrets. But even the keeper must have some release.The bitch of it is, when you keep your own council for a long period of time, you find that when you do need that release, you have no one trusted at your side. I am finding very few resources left to

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-65422055647197032742008-08-11T10:55:00.000-07:002008-08-11T10:57:25.512-07:00

I wish I could take credit for this picture, but I can't. However, I still think it speaks volumes about the cat's mood and mine.Today is my 18th wedding anniversary. I am hoping to be less pissy when hubby gets home. Wish us both luck.S

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-32733020668678937362008-08-06T12:42:00.000-07:002008-08-06T16:12:33.770-07:00

I've been sick for the past week and a half and very likely super sensitive to my surroundings. Having said that, the subject of divorce and loveless marriages seems to be swirling around our home. It is been weighing heavy on my mind.I didn't think this would be so hard to write. I am struggling to untangle my thoughts and put them onto paper. Forgive me if this goes in circles.At first, I

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-81777885205098196762008-07-21T11:22:00.000-07:002008-12-08T15:44:39.209-08:00

Some time ago I acquired this book. Oso got it for me with the agreement we would read it together. I was suppose to underline all the things that 'spoke to me', what turned me on, etc. And then he would do the same thing. Mine in red ink, his in black.It's been a long time since I've looked at the book. I really didn't like it. I did learn from it.I know that I never want to be a slave. I

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-46734691286399444072008-07-10T07:59:00.001-07:002008-07-10T08:31:17.612-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OF2fR--2CI4She's good, the song is even better. Enjoy.Who's to know if your soul will fade at allThe one you sold to fool the worldYou lost your self esteem along the wayGood god, you're comin' up with reasonsGood god, you're draggin' it outGood god, it's the changin' of the seasonsI feel so rapedSo follow me down...And just fake it if you're out of directionFake

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-39052379297313273922008-06-26T21:00:00.000-07:002008-12-08T15:44:39.506-08:00

The war waging inside my head has ceased for the moment. I find peace and quiet this evening, and the urge to write. But write what?Nothing I care to share comes to me at this time. I guess I will have to wait until another day. Until then, I'll be hanging on.

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-28728010702543042662008-06-17T17:55:00.000-07:002008-12-08T15:44:39.521-08:00

This was never the way I plannedNot my intentionI got so brave, drink in handLost my discretionIt's not what, I'm used toJust wanna try you onI'm curious for youCaught my attentionI kissed a girl and I liked itThe taste of her cherry chap stickI kissed a girl just to try itI hope my boyfriend don't mind itIt felt so wrongIt felt so rightDon't mean I'm in love tonightI kissed a girl and I liked

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-88826247134474284272008-06-08T16:04:00.000-07:002008-06-08T16:21:53.196-07:00

I've had this idea rolling around in my head for a while now. I had thought to make yet another separate blog devoted to another passion of mine, but frankly, I've felt too fragmented as is. I want to include cooking/baking into my writing. Sometimes I thought to just make blog entries and others I've thought of making it a cam show, just to see if I could pull it off.I don't know what this

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I'd appreciate your inputSweat baby sweat baby sex is a Texas droughtMe and you do the kind of stuff that only Prince would sing aboutSo put your hands down my pants and I'll bet you'll feel nutsYes I'm Siskel, yes I'm Ebert and you're getting two thumbs upYou've had enough of two-hand touch you want it rough you're out of boundsI want you smothered want you covered like my Waffle House

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I have talked about it on and off for years. Now I'm finally doing something about it. I've bought my kit and have survived through two classes. The workout is most definitely kicking my ass and I'm sure I will be posting pictures of all the bruises I earn. But I'm loving it and I recommend it to anyone with an open mind, regardless of body shape.Tess wrote a wonderful post the other day about

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Feelings of melancholy always bring Staind to my mind. A song of lost and longing.There are many new changes in my life that I'm excited about, however Oso and his loss of a loved one has my thoughts preoccupied. I won't tell the story as it's his to share, just understand my mind and heart hurt with him.

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-26601630946297710382008-05-02T06:52:00.000-07:002008-05-02T06:55:24.398-07:00

Only Warning, rude and crude."Yummy Down On This"Yummy down on yummy down on this down onYummy down on yummy down on this down onYummy down on yummy down on this down onYummy down on yummy down on this down onOuch it won't reach my mouthIf I could do it myself I'd probably never leave the houseBut I can't so here's where you come inGiving it "Diff'rent Strokes" just like Arnold DrummondHummin'

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-11570642617420248482008-05-01T21:48:00.000-07:002008-12-08T15:44:39.859-08:00

Oso thought it would be a good idea to play a game of pool 3way style. Winner had to suck the loser's cock. My girlfriend and I weren't up for the bet, but he insisted. One small catch. He didn't anticipate me winning the game. Worse yet, he lost to my girlfriend. Oso gets sloppy seconds. I plan to collect, soon.S

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grinning as I write.I always find it interesting what a few simple words can turn into, with the right people listening. A couple of years ago I made a small suggestion, something to the affect, "get out of the hotel room and order dessert for dinner." That little bit planted an incredible seed. However, that is someone else's story to tell.There has been a running joke going around. It's

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-3854550078664831112008-04-23T07:49:00.000-07:002008-04-23T08:17:01.503-07:00

So I'm not following the rules of the tag. I'm suppose to copy, paste and tag others. However, when I opened my eyes this morning, it came to me."Learning and living through sensual exploration."Now I have the rest of the week to go back and copy and paste. Be good to you.

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-32708132518096738662008-04-22T19:52:00.000-07:002008-04-22T20:15:57.206-07:00

I've been quiet, but it's been very busy. I have been tagged to write a 6 word memoir, which I will be working on for the week. Yes, it will take me at least a week. You see how often I'm posting.I have been spending a lot of time with my friend. She is doing well and is finding her happiness. She now knows about my relationship with Oso and seems to be smitten with him. I can't blame her.

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For the most part I look at life as a series of challenges to over come. I have the need to conquer. Hence, part of the reason I'm such a pain in the ass. However, I also believe in stepping outside of ones shell, to grow. Or find more to conquer. I recently ran into a wall, figuratively of course. It was a simple request and I didn't even have enough in me to try. I felt awkward and

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It is my nature to be secretive. Know more about others than they know about me. It works for me. Well, up to a point anyway. I've once again found myself disconnected after I had thought I was making progress. It seems I have not been sharing enough of myself. Damn those secrets. The sad thing is that they really aren't deep dark secrets, well maybe some of them are. The majority are not

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-1643778797856518822008-03-03T07:44:00.000-08:002008-03-03T08:26:08.287-08:00

Actor Cary Grant said he didn't necessarily advocate making love constantly. "Who can do it all the time?" he asked. "Thought I do try." Your assignment in the coming weeks, Scorpio, as revealed by the astrological omens, is to attempt what Grant aspired to: Do the wild thing as much as possible. Get busy before breakfast on the kitchen table and on your mid-morning break in the closet. Duck

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...and now a softer side to things.In my effort to slow life down, I've decided to soften the page. Unfortunately I'm stuck with templates as I'm computer worthless, but this will do the job for now.More to come, later.

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I got a wake up call I didn't think I needed and sure the hell didn't want. But when there are lights flashing in your rear view mirror and the officer asks to see your license, you get the idea you've been living life too fast. At least I have. I've forgotten to take my own advice.I've been overwhelmed and distracted for several months now. Truthfully, I'm not sure how I've been functioning

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-79544730472109637712008-02-14T16:47:00.000-08:002008-12-08T15:44:40.335-08:00

For Oso.I am, a back door man I am, a back door man Well the, men don't know, but the little girls understand When everybody's tryin' to sleep I'm somewhere making my, midnight creep Yes in the morning, when the rooster crow Something tell me, I got to go I am, a back door man I am, a back door man Well the, men don't know,

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I'll Keep Your Memory VagueThis won't break your heartBut I just think it couldCause I haven't tried as hard as I shouldTo separate you from everything I doBut I would never want to come between us twoI'll keep your memory vagueSo you won't feel bad about meI'll say the things that you saidSometimes so it reminds meNow I'm thinking backTo what I said beforeI hope your heart won't have to hurt

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-65712228800484816122008-01-20T17:25:00.000-08:002008-01-20T17:45:17.961-08:00

Last night I learned to play a new game, "Suck His Nuts". I guess some things just come naturally as I won my first try. I also played another new game, "How You Like It, Where You Like It"."Hello. My name is S. I like it Screaming, in the Sheets."Toy parties are fun, even if the product is a bit tame. I always find it interesting how open or closed people are and how much they don't know.

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Erotica. The gift that keeps giving. Santa knows what naughty girls like. (Thank you Oso.) Now I just need to find a way to work out all this pent up energy. (Again, thank you.)I am still stuck at home, recovering from surgery and an infection. My instructions for today are to rest and relax. My interruption is to masturbate and sleep and then masturbate some more. I'm sure the doctor

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-5289356767163585992007-12-28T07:23:00.001-08:002007-12-28T07:39:43.942-08:00

Interesting thing I've learned recovering from my holiday gift to myself. I get pissed off when I'm in pain. I can keep my sense of humor when I'm sick or joke at stress. But if I'm in pain for any length of time, I get mad. Very mad. Currently I've had to restrain myself from placing my fist in a nurse's face. I realize she is there to help me, however her lack of ability & organization,

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-34497101461881308562007-12-23T12:43:00.000-08:002007-12-23T12:45:14.881-08:00

Surgery was a piece of cake. Remembering how to pee wasn't. But I'm home and healing. I just wanted to wish you all happy holidays and ask you to remember what is truely important in life.Be good to you.S

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-83125856738345679752007-12-19T05:01:00.000-08:002007-12-19T05:46:51.683-08:00

It's ironic how we use our blogs. Sometimes they are used to keep our friends and loved ones up to date with what is going on with our lives. Sometimes they are used simply to get attention. Any attention. Mostly they are used as some sort of outlet. Emotional, sexual or artistic. Blogs allow us to purge ourselves. Allow us to share things we might not share with our family or even our

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-21414684101063088852007-12-06T18:47:00.000-08:002007-12-06T18:59:03.497-08:00

Sometimes the simple fact that I breathe pisses someone off.I hate bullies. I have no respect for them. I have no time to waste on them. Yet I'm taking time to think of a way to properly deal with recent events. I work with a bully. More directly, I work with a woman that is disrespectful, passive aggressive, and a busy body. Apparently something has crawled up her ass and died...and it has

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-66425287533264782272007-12-03T07:52:00.000-08:002007-12-03T07:55:03.695-08:00

I've not disappeared. Not really. Even I, sometimes get busy with living life, verses analyzing it. Sometimes. I promise to fill you in shortly. That, plus a girl fantasy I've been enjoying privately for several weeks. I wonder what Santa brings naughty girls?S

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-60803535298608129832007-11-10T06:30:00.000-08:002007-11-10T06:35:20.753-08:00

Just in case you were wondering, yes, it's all true.You radiate sex like a star radiates light, and there's never a shortage of potential partners who are drawn into your aura. Yet there is a part of you that desperately needs sufficient alone time – first of all to get away from those demanding attention, and secondly to get your thoughts together and come to terms with a number of matters.It is

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-29724803743747988732007-11-05T09:09:00.001-08:002007-11-05T09:17:46.637-08:00

Once again, it's my birthday month. Most of you know I celebrate it all month. Why? Because I can. Sometimes I do something big. Sometimes something small. Sometimes it cost money and sometimes it just cost some time. But I always do it just for me. Yes, I'm selfish that way.Nov 1: hot bath with candlesNov 2: chiro appointmentNov 3: Bottle of wineNov 4: Cook bookNov 5: egg poacher and pastry

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-15570040315934719772007-11-03T14:34:00.000-07:002007-11-03T14:37:05.910-07:00

Now if I can get someone to understand how cool this is.....I'm never coming up for air. Thank you for teasing me Oso.http://www.utilikilts.com/

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"Dancing with the devil 'round the fire, messing your mamma's bed for a little more magic, make you wanna run around naked, 'cause you know it looks good on you...""...But you ain't never had my cornbread, a little bit of heaven and a little bit of hell yeah, cut it down the middle, open wide and jump right in..."Cornbread, DMB

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I just thought you might want to know, I thought about you today. I was able to smile, remembering only the good things. I wondered what you were up to and hoped that you were enjoying your day. I questioned myself on how life and time may have changed you and what would have remained the same. I thought about simple things. Have you changed your hair color? Did you fix your tattoos? Do

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-51321033006484914832007-10-17T09:10:00.000-07:002007-10-17T09:14:13.126-07:00

http://www.smellmeand.com/index_2.htmlThanks Tess.

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Not that I'm bragging, but Oktoberfest was amazing. We had close to 60 people, two huge tables of food, and enough beer left over to keep me partying for a year! We had a lot of newcomers this year and it turned out wonderful. We will definitely be doing this again soon.S

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-60706611497257350812007-10-06T06:25:00.000-07:002007-10-06T06:36:55.285-07:00

Life has been much like living in a snowglobe at the moment. Lots of things flying around, nothing settled or calm. I am lucky so far, in that everything seems to be positive. Most everything anyway. I haven't written about any of it as I am trying to live in the moment. For once I'm not detached and analyzing it all from the side lines. I'm living it. Feeling it. Hell, I'm rolling all

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-23814323554226711922007-09-10T12:33:00.000-07:002008-12-08T15:44:40.796-08:00

http://www.milkandcookies.com/link/38718/detail/

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The wind picked up and sky grew dark. Flashes of light played across the clouds and the air growled in response. I love storms. They make me feel alive. The fact that they make my mother in-law hide in the house, is purely bonus. I took special pleasure in standing outside when the rain started falling. I revelled in the energy of the storm and the distress it gave her.

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-65766472401321324312007-08-24T10:37:00.000-07:002007-08-24T10:42:52.051-07:00

There is an upside to playing in the chat room hell. I still haven't stopped giggling. Note to self, suck it, fuck it, or leave it alone.http://view.break.com/333832 - Watch more free videos

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I love the way you look at meI feel the pain you place insideLock me up inside ya dirty cageWhile I'm alone inside my mindI like to teach you all the rulesI'd get to see them set in stoneI like it when you chain me to the bedThere ya secrets never shoneI need to feel youYou need to feel meI can't control youYou're not the one for me, noI can't control youYou can't control meI need to feel youSo

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-78877784426438254172007-08-21T01:15:00.000-07:002007-08-21T01:17:11.722-07:00

Well the day started off with Tess and I visiting with a county sheriff and ended with me going to bed smelling like strippers. So much to do, so little time.S

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-19286690782984758362007-08-20T07:42:00.000-07:002007-08-20T07:51:02.429-07:00

Tess is coming to town! Lucky me.Let's see how much trouble we can get into.....hmswimsuit shopping - has potentialcooking in the kitchen - most definitelyhot tubing - givenshowing up at hubby's work with a hot chick - scoring pointsintroducing Oso - no contestHaving a couple of days with her, priceless. See you soon honey.

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-768259312216665722007-08-19T13:48:00.000-07:002008-12-08T15:44:41.306-08:00

A friend of mine found this story and sent it to me. It's always nice to know that I'm thought of...but makes you wonder about the thoughts.http://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/as_a_working_mom_its_hard_to

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-15906277700050956732007-08-17T07:40:00.000-07:002008-12-08T15:44:41.364-08:00

Now tell me you all wouldn't want a girl like her. I sure the hell do!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rJ8OTNs2dC4

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-90620170339566298762007-08-11T06:29:00.000-07:002008-12-08T15:44:41.505-08:00

I am looking at this picture, trying to decide what I want to say. Many things come to mind but they feel overly dramatic or too cliche.I love him.I need him.I respect him.I feel safe with him.I feel strong with him.I feel free with him.I laugh with him.I trust him.I feel accepted by him.I cherish him.I found this card from last year's anniversary. It made me smile."Happy Anniversary my Dear! I

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-80183407613742936932007-08-10T13:38:00.000-07:002007-08-10T13:41:47.244-07:00

Today is a sad day. They took the horse section out of my favorite pet store. Damn!

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I carry the scent of him with me, on my clothes and in my hair. I turn my head to take it in more deeply. I smile and blush remembering how it feels to be in his arms.On a lighter note...damn this is funny. Oso honey, this one's for you. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9TgUkewQX1M

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-58065204209150692902007-08-07T07:35:00.000-07:002008-12-08T15:44:41.850-08:00

A belated goodbye to summer. Fall is near. And very soon.......SNOW!!!!

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DROWNING POOL LYRICS"Bodies"Let the bodies hit the floorLet the bodies hit the floor Let the bodies hit the floor Let the bodies hit the floor Beaten why for Can't take much more Here we go...Here we go...Here we go One - Nothing wrong with me Two - Nothing wrong with me Three - Nothing wrong with me Four - Nothing wrong with me One - Something's got to give Two - Something's got to give Three -

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Shiva is known as the transformer. The eliminator of evil and sorrow. The doer of good. The divine cosmic dancer. Being both man and woman. Both static and dynamic. Both creator and destroyer. Both gentle and a force of arms.I feel that I'm on the verge of something big. Something that will move my life in a major way. Something that will give me a better understanding of myself and those around

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-72122611634602186062007-07-10T07:07:00.000-07:002008-12-08T15:44:42.554-08:00

I am restlessI hunger for something I can not nameI know it's out therejust beyond my reachI have a deep needto fill this voidTo feed this monsterthat is my soul

Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16581010980956763020noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13010338.post-47676071037693233052007-07-08T08:29:00.001-07:002008-12-08T15:44:42.769-08:00

I feel the impact hit my chest and rip through my body as the black powder burns in my nose. I pull the scent deep into my lungs. My nerve endings are screaming live and I have a mute ringing in my ears. A deep grin covers my face, a shiver runs over my skin and I think to myself, god this is great. My next thought, I want to do it again.Sometimes boys have the best toys.

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Wishing you all a happy and safe 4th. Make sure you end your day with a dang! S

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It's official. I went to the wizard and he says I have a heart. Who knew?I am still having medical issues, and have had a recent round of tests. Hubby and Oso have been great. Both have been spoiling me. Oso got his first experience at an OB/GYN and enjoyed watching the nurse take my temperature. Hubby has insisted that I take his kidney, but refuses to take any of my blood tests. The dirty

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