I've been detached lately. I'm not sure it's so much to do with a lack of interest as it has to do with a lack of passion. Or maybe vice versa. Either way, it is unsettling to feel this way. It is not what I would consider normal for me.
On the other hand, I have been able to view life a bit more clearly. Make better choices, better use of my internal filters. Sometimes it is too easy to be cutting and sarcastic. It can create a diversion from one's goal. This gives me an opportunity to weigh issues that sit heavily on my mind, without such distractions.
In short, it is a coping tool. I realize that. It may not be the healthiest route, but it's the one I choose. It's the one I know.
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Oh Mistress! I understand this feeling so well! Wouldn't it be nice if we came with little switches that we could just turn off and on when the mood strikes us? Unfortunately we just aren't built this way so we do the best we can to get by.
Cope as best you can and soon you will start feeling better.
Found you through my dear friend Lazy Geisha. I love your blog! And I was just studying the gnostics myself. Being raised Catholic really made me question the amount of blood on the hands of the church collectively. Where there is power there is always a trail of blood too. It doesn't seem to me to be too far fetched that these men, whose power depended upon being seen as the only true intermediary to get to heaven, would go to extreme lengths to perpetuate that ideology, even attempting to destroy those who professed that the 'individual' has a direct connection with the light, regardless of whether they use an intermediary.
I've enjoyed my visit here very much. Thank you.
HER
Desire X/Her, I suppose life would be easier if we had that magic button. However, I find there is a lot I value about the struggle, even if I can't appreciate it at the time. As for Geisha, she is beautiful in many ways. I'm glad you found your way to me. I have explored your site as well. Very interesting I must say. Keep in touch. S
S,
Sometimes we all need to take a break to replenish ourselves. It is a process we all go through, and lately, it seems as if many of us have been in a funk the last two weeks, so you're not alone!!
Come into the circle and be loved and rejoice! These things will level off and you'll soon feel right as rain!
love,
nina
Ooo! May I hijack a comment here!
HER my sweet, have you been playing in my toybox again!
xoxo,
nina
Nina, you are always appreciated here.
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