Sunday, September 24, 2006

Help Me Find the Words




So much of my life has required me to be in control. Literally, beat into me. It is something that is second nature to me. You've watched me take charge, without even realizing it. It's what I do. It's what I am. I require to be in control.

You know I crave to experience the other side of this force. To be released from the burden of directing. I want it, but I will fight it at the same time. It goes against what is comfortable for me. I know the rules. I understand your requirements.

Just help me find the words?

5 comments:

expei said...

i submit. take me. i'm am yours.

S said...

Oso, you know my heart, I will trust your direction.

S said...

Expei, those are your words, not mine. S

expei said...

well you might have figured those would pop into my head. How about bend over, i'll fight you every inch of the way, or maybe i'll give a tiny bit if you do what you are told.

S said...

Expei, of course I would. However I wonder, are you choosing to submit to Oso also? Smiles. I've found my words. He knows my wishes and I know his. S