I just thought you might want to know, I thought about you today. I was able to smile, remembering only the good things. I wondered what you were up to and hoped that you were enjoying your day. I questioned myself on how life and time may have changed you and what would have remained the same. I thought about simple things. Have you changed your hair color? Did you fix your tattoos? Do you still smell the same? Do you still have a sad smile? I wonder what it would be like to pick a small fight with you. Is that fire still there? Do you ever wonder about me?
I laugh to myself. I know you haven't forgotten me. And yes, I'm sure you think me arrogant for saying so. But I wonder if you can look fondly at the past, or if it is still sour in your mouth. Do you wonder about my family and how we are all doing? Do you think of the baby you never got to meet? I wonder, would you love her too? She is just like me, only she manages to be nicer most of the time. She has blonde curls screaming in every direction with an attitude to match. Do you know I missed you the day I had her?
Do you want to hear about my new job or the surgery I'm having? That we had a huge scare when we found out Mic has scoliosis? I cried so much that day. I hadn't felt that helpless in a long time. M is the same as he has always been. The only thing that has changed is that he's lost some weight and has a little grey in his beard. I have someone new in my life. Well not so new. His name is Oso. I don't know that you would like him. He tries to be all logical and stuff. You'll be happy to know he teases me about my toes. And my height. And cheese. But that's another story.
Are you still wearing those crazy socks? I see them every where this time of year and it makes my eye twitch. I smile because you liked them so, but I still have the urge to burn them all. Do you have anything from me? Where you able to hold on to anything, even after you left? After I left? Does it even matter any more? And the verdict is in, apparently I do have a heart.... The wizard told me himself. Go figure.
Anyway, life is pretty good. It's not what I had planned nor what I originally wanted. But it is still good all the same. And I just wanted you to know, I thought about you today.
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I just peeked in at your site via a link and simply had to comment on this post.
Beautiful words that probably struck the heart of anyone who read them.
Thank you Carrie Ann. I enjoy yours as well.
S
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